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i don't wanna l0se you

from fukaname 4 by Ethan Uhl

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when i was 10 years old i died for the first time
realizing then all i ever wanted to be was somebody's prize
as the hospital washed over me like a deep ocean's typhoon
drowning every time i saw myself looking back at you

i felt the latent jealousy of watching you grow up into me
i felt the shyness and fright of my hostility
and if the bad dreams ever let up i swear i'll let you in
like the mountains rumbling and changing the places i've been

if i'm making you feel sick, i'm so sorry
i break everything i touch, a midas built for heartache
if this is who i am then i think i'd better leave it
i understand it's a secret... it's our secret

i can't even feel it as the blood comes out my fingers
all alone again all night well, it fucking figures
i'm a deadbeat sin i'm a stupid kid again
i hope to god for all of your sakes i lose all my friends

if i stay like this i will fucking die
double quarter circle forward if i don't kiss you by tonight
a hundred dollar bill with a label attached reads "xmas"
a final note ripped in half, "i hope you get this"

and i'm making you feel sick and for that i'm sorry
i kill everything i touch, four fingers built for heartache
i'm a deadbeat sin, i'm a stupid kid forever
all because i never could forget her
i never could forget her

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from fukaname 4, released March 28, 2014

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