i tried to play it cool
cuz you don’t like when i freak out
i looked through my photos of you
tried to erase the worries and doubts
but when i’m alone
i run sandpaper through all of my nice things
and when i’m alone
i just end up hurting my own feelings
because if you were out of my life
id wake up dryer and dryer every night
and when you realize the monster i am
my guilt will rise and my guilty eyes
and i woke up on star trek
and no one knew my name
i was more a stranger in my fantasies
and all the people i love just hated me
and you and you and you and you and you and you become
and you and you and you and you and you and you become
the space between and the worries breed and there’s nothing more i miss
than you and you and you and you and you and you and you
i wish a song would fix it
but what if this is forever
what if youre ashamed
when we’re together
what if i’m a loser
and this is as far as i will ever go
im so worried ill wake up from a nap
and all ill ever do is stay in this room alone
i try to calm myself down
remember when i had a couple more friends
i start back up my conversations with the walls
and missing you again
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